There are a lot of things I have faced positively in life but there are some things that were so dear to me that when it took a hit, I accepted defeat and felt, “well, if you’re letting me down too, then so be it!” I’m not proud of it, but for someone who has faced a lot of things in life I just didn’t have the energy to fight any longer! No matter how strong you are, sometimes we just have to cry out loud, vent and show life the finger! I have lost my marbles a lot of times,